you never know when you're gonna go

finished my first full week at costco today. i finally can relate to the 8 hours, 5 days a week
mentality. i am super drained after i get off the job, not very talkative and aimlessly browse the internet and listen to music in my room. the weekend in contrast ruled and also did not involve much sleep.

thursday after work i was listening to nas' illmatic in my room fairly loud (as usual) when
my mom comes in during 'life's a bitch', the chorus to be more specific:

'is he saying life's a bitch?'
'yeah'
'that's so true'
--- 5 mins later ---
'dinner's ready, come down; wanna drink something? i'm gonna
have some cognac because life's a bitch.'

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It goes red light, green light, one, two, three
One large coffee, fuck you, peace

T-A-K-E-N-O-P-R-I-S-O-N-E-R-S

I crawled down to the basement when the weather got cold
Like a lost lamb returning to the fold
And when the outside world recedes from view
It's just a year's supply of make-up and memories of you
Nineteen sixty-seven, colt forty-five
Holding back the vampires, keeping me alive
There's an envelope with some cash in it out by the front door
This is what they make you take the medication for

aesop rock - coffee
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xo